Well, here we are in Jasper at Derricks for Christmas.  It’s really kool. Met Dena’s boyfriend and whatnot and Teri and her family are here and it’s tons of fun, but I miss my Mason.  I’m really having a hard time this Christmas without him.  I know he’s having a hard time in Ohio because Jordan his dad are major f*ckheads, and I wish they’re just rot away.  Anyways, I just called him he’s at his skate buddies house eating dinner. =/ I’m happy he has a friend now though.  It’s relief knowing he’s got somewhere to go there.  I hate holiday’s without Mason.  It’s like trying to live lif without a lung, or liver, it’s effing painful.   It’s awful!  I would kill to have him by my side at all times.  LITTERALLY KILL.  I’m reading the Twilight books, I’m almost done with the first one and it’s AMAZING! Got it yesterday and I’m almost done.  =)  I’m so in LOVE with the characters.  It’s impossible not to be!  

I know i’m just ranting but I’m tired of life.  It’s work, fight, eat, sleep, fight, work, fight at work, sleep, eat, work, work, work, work!  I feel as though I’m becoming dull. I’m still wanting to be a kid at the same time as being an adult and it’s very difficult.  I need…life with Mason and a good strong drink.  HA! As if that’s gonna happen anytime soon. =*(  FIX IT! Argh.  Life bites. 

Don’t get me wrong! I’m enjoying Christmas is fine, I just want Mason here too. I’m the only one who is completely alone.  =/  I miss him.  I miss life with him. He needs to come back soon!  ugh.  I’m done.  Goodnight and Happy Christmas WordPress.

~Butterfly